So for reunion lunch, Elder brother treated us to pu tien and i’m loving their yu sheng. The sauce is not too much nor sweet!

& after that went to buy flowers at tai zi and surprising, elder brother bought two orchid too!

So for Cny day 1,
As usual, quick visiting of 3 houses and rush to malaysia to bai nian in the afternoon. Mad fun! but the journey to the farm is mad scary and dangerous

See how ulu is it? Not yet develop, no proper road, and worst, no street light at all! I kept asking my parent what if out of the sudden the car spoil.

oh! I really love the farm that my dad’s side own! I think the place will look much more beautiful if not cos of the rain.

So dinner with my cousins at this ulu farm and after that fireworks and…

Guess what is this?

its tian deng! && mine is the only special one. cousin specially bought this for me.

Its a couple picture! Haha, so hopefully i can find a bf this year huh! & their are plain red colour one so i asked them to write something on it and they told me cannot! later landed on ppl’s house and they know all our secrets! LOL!

Oh! and here is the fireworks!!

lol, its all blur cos the fireworks are quite short in duration.

We went off ard 8 plus cos’ its really too dangerous if we stay longer and so back to the house in the city! I really love house with high ceiling!

Wheee!! everywhere in malaysia also can see fireworks!! Totally make my cny beautiful! <3

Vintage theme!

Even though i never say anything,
but thanks a lot for being around!

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Why cant I have a simple family background, like others?

I spent the day with my girls at jones @ mandarin gallery for some cakes. I always love spending time with them, even though just simple meet up for dinner or meals. We could talk for hours and talk about anything! and ever since graduated from poly, I miss eating and talking with them during meal time. awwww… memories.

So nightime spent with stevan, we rushed over to suntec after our movie to watch firework. yes we ran. We were like sweating when we watching the fireworks. Freaking love fireworks, they are so beautiful!!

so overall, 2011, at the age of 20,
I graduated from poly,
I found a mad stress job,
I need to learn how to be independent,
I met lots of people,
I need to interpret people’s words,
I need to socialise with people or stranger, I cant be shy. Disadvantage is me.
I learn to be careful with my actions and every words I said cos’ the consequences i gonna face will be too huge to handle.

Everything is fast pace.
I think the only thing I need to learn in 2012 is,

Slow down, and take a look around.
Family… friends…
Make sure they’re alright.
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Broken.

I changed.
I used to dislike clubbing, now I club.
I used to dislike drinking, now I drink.
I used to afraid going home late, now I often reach home 2 or 3am.
I used to go out in flats, now I am wearing heels.
I used to go out in bare face, now I put on makeup wherever I goes.

Other than all these,
I know how to cherish my parents even more.

I rmb when i was in secondary school, I always want to spend with my friends, like this year, I tot of staying in sg and spend with my girls. But in the end i never. I always thought my parents dont celebrate christmas, true they dont, but they hope we will spend with them. As i grow older, I start to realise this; When we are young, they spent their time with us, instead of their friends. But now when we are older, we tend to neglect them always. I need to learn to cherish my love ones. They’re leaving me one by one, I just lost my sister cousin. I dont want to lose anyone anymore.

2011 is finally ending. Its really a tough year for me. Its where i need to learn how to be independent. Its where I need to learn how to interpret people’s word. Its where I meet lots of new people, and where I lose some friends along the way. I swear I been struggling with those friends I lose, cos’ its been years. I dont mean to lost contact with them, but just think its better for us.

Hope everyone has a great christmas! Have a great one like mine! ^^